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Monday, July 04, 2005

"Maddie Week"

Lets see...I was really nervous like right before she arrived at the bus terminal...I was like pacing in place for about 10 minutes just waiting for her to come.  When she finally came I almost had a panic attack  XD  I was kinda disappointed cuz she didn't give me a hug, so for the first while I was downed cuz I thought I had made a bad impression.

It took the little bit of sunday and the whole day monday for me to really get used to her.  There was a lot of silence - during papers we said nothing, during the walk to brians we said nothing, so I was getting even more downed cuz I thought she was totally bored XD  After we got to brian's tho, it got better.  He rented a movie (Hitch) and we watched that.  I was kinda surprised when she sat down by me on the sofa when the other sofa she had been sitting on before was free. T'was a good movie ^^

Tuesday was a lot better cuz I had gotten over the initial "OMG theres a girl in my house" thing :p  The silences we had weren't as bad cuz it seemed that neither of us really minded.  We got brian and and went bowling, where maddie won the first game and I kicked butt the second game.  Of course, we ended back at brian's place.  We played monopoly, and thats where I kinda got downed again.  Everyone was like ganging up on me, even maddie!  I thought that she was mad at me or something.  I tried not to let it bother me and it paid off in the end when we went home cuz she wasn't mad at me :p  But yeah...it was a pretty fun night - she got to actually meet chad for the first time.

Wednesday...ahh grad really sucked for me.  I was expecting a fairy tale ending to my high school life and ended up getting shunted in the end.  The ceremony was pretty boring, as I expected.  I got the info processing award tho, which i kinda wasn't expecting!  It hangs on my wall now ^^  After that was a 6 hour or so break before the second half of grad and we didn't do much XD  The banquet...ahh that was the sucky part.  The meal was good...I liked the chicken a lot, but didnt get any seconds XD  Maddie was obviously bored, and so was I, cuz there was nothing to do.  I got spoiled rotten with money and a brand new digital camera, but at the time it wasn't very special to me cuz i was sorta depressed about the whole thing.  It was the last time I would ever see the people I spent 4 years with, and I didn't really know anyone at all.  I was kinda spaced out the whole time...just sat there blankly staring n stuff.  Aftergrad was just as bad.  The hypnotist there was good tho!  I wanted to stay, but at the same time I didnt.  Kinda like brian, i wanted to stay there around all the people I went to school with, but I didnt really know anyone so really there was no point.  Maddie's eye hurt, so we ended up going home at about 3.

What did we do thursday...oh yah!  Maddie and I went to the zoo!  Hehe, I guess it was the official testing of my new camera :p  By the end of the day we took about 250-300 pictures, with about 130 of them being zoo pics.  The rest were shots of me n maddie being silly XD

Friday was mini-golf day!  I don't think it went too well.  I called brian and of course he said he'd come.  I called chad and...well he wasn't awake.  I figured we'd just leave it at that, but noooooooo, his sister had to go wake him up XD  So we ended up taking a tired, bitter chad to mini golf :p  I don't think he really enjoyed it....or the whole thing for that matter.  The three of us (maddie, brian, me) are the quiet type so he was probably just bored since he's a more outgoing type.  That, and he doesn't really know maddie as well as me and brian do.  After he left we watched a movie!  Maddie was like snuggling on me n stuff so i was kinda surprised (but not really :p)  It was really enjoyable and I bet brian was jealous :p

Saturday was an adventure XD  We took brian's dad's car >.<  It was a piece of junk -  it took about 5 minutes to get the damn thing started, and then once started it died like 3 or 4 times when I tried to put it in gear.  We were about to give up when it started to move and we finally got going.  It was only cuz it hadn't been used in like a month.  We went and saw Madagascar and it was a chance for more snuggly fun with maddie :p   Ahh at that point it was good ^^  At that point i was convinced that she wasn't really bored with me n saskatoon XD  We then went to brians and played some board games, then played some video games...twas fun ^^   After that we went home.

About 600 pictures later it was time for maddie to go home.  Took her to the bus depot, got a big hug, and that was that I guess.  I was really sad on the way home cuz she was gone...it was like really fun to have her around for that week.  But of course being the antisocial nerd that I am, it was kinda nice to gain a little bit of alone time...hehe.  I'm just not used to being around people for more than a day so it was nice to have a bit of time to myself. 

To sum up, maddie was a real enjoyable person to have around for that week.  Not only was she really cute, but it was just...iunno some kind of aurora that just made me feel good to be in her presence.  If it were any other person I woulda been sick of them after a day :p  But maddie...she broke my antisocial ways and made it fun at the same time ^^  Hehe we'll have to get together sometime again....hopefully soon!

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I went out with Evan late tonight.  It was an interesting day.  First we went to 8th street.  While we were driving, this car full of girls pulled up alongside of ours and was yelling at me to "Take off my shirt!!"  I of course was happy to oblige...ehhhhhh :p Just kidding....hehe.  I was thinking of yelling "You first!" but it was too late. XD Later we ran into some of evan's friends while we were at Tim Hortons so that was kinda cool.  But the weirdest thing happened.  We were there for about an hour, right. About 30 minutes in, this car of 4 kids maybe our age pulled up in the parking lot right outside the window we were at.  They sat in their car the whole time that we were there.  When we left they started to follow us in our car!  They followed for awhile, but there was a cop behind them so im guessing thats why they broke off XD

Then later we decided to go for a walk in evan's friend's neighbourhood.  We were walking and right when we got back there was a cop with flashing lights blocking the road.  They called us over and told us that there had been a break-in into someone's car.  They searched us XD  Found nothing, so we just left.   After that, we went home.  In Evan's words, "what a fucked-up night!" :p


Wednesday, June 22, 2005

Wow what a scorcher it was today (37 with the humidex) XD  In more ways than one too...

I was talking to maddie n stuff and she was like "what happened to you - you're not cutie anymore!" (or something like that)...like compared to the old photos of me w/ blonde hair n stuff.  She's like totally right too XD  I never really did care of myself...until now :p  About 2 years ago is when I became a lot more wary about how I looked (coincidence that I started getting depressed around that time too? ^^; ) cuz on forums people would ask for a picture or something.  Picture?? Of me????  After that my self-confidence started going down cuz now my looks mattered and I know that I'm pretty ugly so yeah.  Harsh when today's society places lots of emphasis on how a person looks...^^;

On the other hand part of me wasn't even phased by her (and her mom's XD) comment.  Cuz I always thought I was ugly and no one really tried to disprove me except her.  So I naturally assumed I was ugly. 

Part of me didn't believe her, but part of me did - or I wouldn't even care how I looked.   I guess one of the reasons I care about my appearance is cuz she's like the first actual female that I've ever had attention from so of course I wanna try make a good impression.  And I guess now the main reason I bought new clothes was cuz i wanted to look good in her eyes...not cuz i want her to like me or something silly like that, but if I make a good impression for her, then maybe I can do the same for someone else. I also care about how I look cuz my personality is pretty crappy and I want to make a good first, superficial impression.  At least that way I can get someones attention before they right away assume I'm a loser.

If the new clothes thing doesn't work, then I give up  :p  I'll just revive my childhood dreams of being a well-off bachelor for the rest of my life... ahahahahaha.

Ah...might as well make this a really long post since I probably won't post again til after next sunday.

Evan and me went out to get some sunglasses today XD  We went down to confed mall, but couldn't find much there, so we ended up going down to Lawson Heights.  After about 20 mins of trying on glasses we each found 2 pairs that we liked.  We both got one pair of the same glasses - these slick black ones that are -really- nice IMO.  Evan got a pair of aviator glasses (like the oldskool cop glasses) as 'joke' glasses, while I got a pair of silver rimmed/blue shade glasses.  I lub em! :D  Hehe it was a deal too, 2 pairs for 25$  Yes, that means they're not brand name ones...but rather mock-brand name ones (look like brand name, but not actually)  I think these are great....why the hell would I spend 80$ or something ridiculous on some Oakley glasses when I can get ones that look pretty good for waaaay less.  And besides...Evan's brother bought a pair similar to the ones we got and someone thought they were 50$ glasses.  At least they look expensive...^^

On our lil jaunt I was reminded how nice it is to hang out with a friend n stuff.  Brian, Evan and I are planning to go out to smileys for our victory supper (and cuz im not allowed to go home cuz of whatever surprise my parents are doing :p)  I was thinking that I would treat Evan...cuz he gave me rides n stuff for this whole semester.  He was saying that -he- should treat me for...i think it was the rare time that I had to drive when he couldn't? Something stupid like that :p So no excuse, I'm treating.  Its a reminder of what it's like to have good friends tho, with his willingness to treat. 

2 finals to go, Christian Ethics and Law.  An easy end to a relatively easy year XD

I think thats it for now...[/overly long post]


Wednesday, June 15, 2005

Yah so today was awards day at school where they gave out various school awards as well as giving recognition to those on the honour roll.  I got distinction :p (1 of 12 others, plus 2 others with great distinction)  Hehe...by the time the awards ceremony was done I was sick of hearing the name "Jessica Witzel" - cuz she cleaned house!  She got probably half of the awards that were given out! XD  Bleh...that's why I don't try in school...cuz if im not the best I won't get anything anyways :p

Then afterwards we got to go to the cafeteria for snacks (those who were on honour roll/got other awards)  Man you couldn't walk anywhere without stepping in front of people who were taking pictures of their beloved son/daughter/friend(s) :p  Ahaha...Evan's friend took a few pictures of us (brian, evan, me) and I even did a few pictures for various people who asked me to take some.  But aww...I felt so depressed at the end.  Well cuz Evan's friend asked if I could take a pic for him so of course I was like yah n stuff.  I thought he wanted like a pic of himself or something.  Instead he got into a group photo with all the girls that I think are cute/want to meet XD  So im standing there....*click*   *mumble* heres ur camera.  I woulda sooooo killed to be in that pic XD


Friday, June 10, 2005

So I figured that I should stop being jealous of brian cuz he's getting further than me in the friend-making business.  Since I don't really have what it takes anyways I figured I'd treat myself like I do movies - don't expect anything great from it so that whatever happens is a pleasent surprise.  I'll just let my life takes its course instead of wondering about something I probably don't have the ability to do anyways.



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